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Post by AzaleaMoon on Thu Aug 11, 2016 10:00 pm

Hey everyone, sorry for disappearing again. Had some trouble getting onto the forum for a while, must have been my internet being stupid since the forum obviously still exists Laughing.

Haven't had much contact with Loki or the other Norse deities for a while; the circle/coven I belong to has been working with the Egyptian pantheon this year so maybe they're stepping aside for a while to allow that connection to work?

I have had contact with one Egyptian deity since we started working with them. We were doing a death/rebirth meditation and I got an unexpected visit from Maahes, (for those who don't know, Maahes is the lion-headed Egyptian god of war, protection, and weather, as well as that of knives, lotuses, and devouring captives. He is a son of Ptah, and according to different sources his mother is either Bast or Sekhmet; most likely Sekhmet as she is a lioness).

I feel like he's connecting with me to help with some things that have been going on lately; my depression's been acting up, and I've also fractured 3 metatarsal bones in my right foot, which has meant that I'm unable to move around a lot which isn't helping my depression either lol.
Had an x-ray done recently and will be getting the results in a few days, hopefully it'll be showing signs of improvement by now.


So that's what's been happening here on the south coast of Australia. What's everyone else been up to?

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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Elvena on Sun Aug 28, 2016 1:24 pm

Hello! The forum had been down. I'm not sure who all has checked to see if it's back or heard about it?

I hope that your depression eases up and that your foot heals well!
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Darkamber on Wed Sep 14, 2016 5:43 am

I haven't had any contact with Loki since January this year. Sad

I have a new job, though! Work practise at the University Library here in Oslo. It's only for two months, but if it goes well, they might extend it.

I hope your depression eases soon and that your foot heals soon.

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Post by Moon Rouge on Wed Sep 14, 2016 8:44 am

AzaleaMoon, I hope you are much better now, in the spirit and your foot healing well, wishing the best recovery!

Elvena, I found now the forum is back, yesterday, I think it is good omen!

Darkamber, congrats on the job, I'm happy for you, wishing they extend it. I have no doubts you will perform great and they will love to have you there!
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by AzaleaMoon on Fri Sep 16, 2016 9:24 pm

Hey guys, thanks for the well wishes.
Foot is still not healing (nearly 2 months now, fracture happened some time around the 7th of July), doctors are considering surgery but are exhausting all other avenues first. Hoping it will just heal on its own because I have a phobia of being sedated (have hated it since I was a child and have had multiple surgeries over the years). I'm taking calcium supplements and have had a bone density scan, the results say I'm at a moderate risk of fracture particularly in the hips/legs/feet. This is quite possibly due to the disability I was born with which causes paralysis, numbness and lack of circulation in the lower extremities (my case is between mild and severe, there are worse cases as well as milder ones).
Depression is still on the downward spiral at the moment due to this and a bunch of other stuff, some of which is not happening to me personally but to my bestie so I'm worried about her, but I'm seeing my psychologist again soon so that'll help.

Congrats on the job by the way, Darkamber Smile

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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Elvena on Sat Sep 24, 2016 8:11 pm

Congrats on the job, Darkamber!

Moonrouge, I think it's good omen, too.

AzaleaMoon, sorry to hear that. Still hoping your foot heals well and as quickly as it can so that you won't need to worry about a surgery. Good to hear that you're seeing a psychologist about your depression!
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by AzaleaMoon on Sat Oct 01, 2016 8:15 pm

Hey everyone!
I've seen a fracture specialist and he said that with all my other issues, surgery would only complicate things further (prolonging healing time etc) so he doesn't think its necessary, I'll be having another x-ray in 6 weeks to see if anything's changed.

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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Moon Rouge on Sat Oct 08, 2016 1:53 am

Elvena, it is so quiet here, I don't know any more. Shocked


AzaleaMoon: No surgery sounds like good news, I think. Smile
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Elvena on Sat Oct 22, 2016 1:25 pm

Moon Rouge wrote:Elvena, it is so quiet here, I don't know any more.  Shocked

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I've noticed that, too! Was hoping it would pick back up. Maybe some of us who are still checking in should post something to start a discussion, but I don't really know what to do. I'm glad the forum is here, but didn't expect it to stay quite so quiet.
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Elvena on Sat Oct 22, 2016 1:26 pm

AzeleaMoon: That sounds like possible good news! Still hoping the best for your healing.
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Moon Rouge on Sat Oct 22, 2016 6:07 pm

I wonder how many people know the forum is back. I found it by accident and now I wonder if it is only you, me, Azalea and administrators.
I don't know if I have a right to do this, but I may try to post on my very inactive blog post the note or something. Who knows, maybe one or two souls will come back. Smile
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by journeyintoinsanity on Sun Oct 23, 2016 10:37 am

We're back? Yay!! I just got an email notification from Darkamber and headed on over here.
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by Moon Rouge on Sun Oct 23, 2016 11:14 am

I hope so! Smile
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Re: Update on what's been happening with me

Post by AzaleaMoon on Tue Nov 15, 2016 11:39 pm

Hey everyone another update. Had another x-ray done and the doctor is happy with how the foot looks. The fracture isn't completely healed itself but there's calcium forming around it which he thinks should protect it, so I'm able to start walking again (short distances for now) and will be looking into aquarobic therapy.
The doctor also said to keep an eye on it for swelling or discolouration as this could mean its re-broken. If it does re-break he said they can do a minor surgery to remove the piece of broken bone but we're hoping that won't happen.

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